Ah yes, just when I thought I was doing fine! It's amazing what your mindset can do and how easy it is to lie to yourself.

Grrrr.

Well, I just thought everyone should know that Eli is a "Tree of Wisdom" I think that's what I called him last night.
After a difficult and hard discussion with Evan filled with things I didn't want to hear I smoked some pot and after it didnt even help me I had the biggest urge to call eli because I knew he had been through this and lived.
I didn't even expect Eli to have all the answers or anything I just wanted to hear his perspective. But oh my god! He does have all the answers. It was amazing, he knew exactly what to say and didn't hold back or be nice or tell me what I wanted to hear.
So if your having problems in life, I suggest you call him. It is amazing what one phone call can do for you.