| cocoa ( @ 2005-02-06 13:37:00 |
The air tastes good to my palate.
The air tastes good to my palate.
It's a cloudy cloudy morning here....Hasn't been cloudy in what seems like months, I love Ashland's weather.
I just got done having the best breakfast with my mom who came to visit me this weekend.
I also just ended my whoppin 1 and half week relationship with Evan. It was tough, He probably likes me more than any boy I will ever meet and I will probably not find anyone who would treat me as good but...I am not someone who can fake it or be into it at all if I am not into it 100%. if that makes any sense. Basically I am just a masochisitic fool. He drew me art! and sang songs for me! But I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders and it went relatively well, we will undoubtably stay friends. It was just that too many times I have been on the other end I didnt want to lead him on and hurt him more in the long run. so yeah, blah blah blah.
I just watched the birthday video that Eli made me for my birthday. And I FINALLY showed it too my friends, they loooved it. And it made me smile, I love it that I will remember the moments in that video so well for the rest of my life. Hopefully I will remember other moments as clearly.
2 weeks till New York!! sweeeeet.
It's a cloudy cloudy morning here....Hasn't been cloudy in what seems like months, I love Ashland's weather.
I just got done having the best breakfast with my mom who came to visit me this weekend.
I also just ended my whoppin 1 and half week relationship with Evan. It was tough, He probably likes me more than any boy I will ever meet and I will probably not find anyone who would treat me as good but...I am not someone who can fake it or be into it at all if I am not into it 100%. if that makes any sense. Basically I am just a masochisitic fool. He drew me art! and sang songs for me! But I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders and it went relatively well, we will undoubtably stay friends. It was just that too many times I have been on the other end I didnt want to lead him on and hurt him more in the long run. so yeah, blah blah blah.
I just watched the birthday video that Eli made me for my birthday. And I FINALLY showed it too my friends, they loooved it. And it made me smile, I love it that I will remember the moments in that video so well for the rest of my life. Hopefully I will remember other moments as clearly.
2 weeks till New York!! sweeeeet.